The Choices We Don’t Make

The Choices We Don’t Make

Your ace-ness has fed you a

comforting lie


It, your greatest discovery,

your friend and your downfall,

lulls you in with its siren song

of peace

of separation


It does not mean to,

it means no harm, only comfort

only you are at fault for the things you forget


Because three years on, familiar with the 

way you shun the rat race,

the distance between yourself and the world of

dating, sex, relationships, 

you forget what you are


How some people see you


They do not look at you 

and realize

you will never have any interest,

they look at you 

and see a woman and think you must want

what the others all want


(What the others all want 

is never what they have,

but to them that fact means

nothing) 


A pretty woman,

they say,

should never be without a man,

a pretty woman,

they say,

is wasting all her potential 

living her life all alone


I could change your mind,

you know,

if you only gave me the chance


It’s unfair,

it really is,

women like you 

when men are already so lonely


Don’t you realize,

your stubbornness,

your refusal,

doesn’t have to stop me


Your body,

they say,

my choice.

the world is my grave

the world is my grave

journal (take #53)

journal (take #53)