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Repulsed
Feb 10

Feb 10 Repulsed

Erin Watt
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

This box was getting smaller by the second. Where did all the air go?

The Real Problem
Feb 10

Feb 10 The Real Problem

Ebun Soneye
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

“Oh and Clara, when are you going to get a boyfriend?" She said it like boyfriends were fruits which could be plucked from trees or ornaments necessary to authorize membership in the “normal teenage girls” club.

The Right Person Yet
Feb 10

Feb 10 The Right Person Yet

Daniela Fois
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

You’ve always felt like the odd one out, never fast enough at catching the innuendos, convinced your friends’ outbursts were mere exaggerations.

Squish
Feb 10

Feb 10 Squish

Deramin
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

I want to get drinks and food with you / Crawl into your brain places as we talk / Explore the topography of your mind web / And catch myself in your connections

Dear Caduceus Clay, I hope you're ace
Feb 10

Feb 10 Dear Caduceus Clay, I hope you're ace

Deramin
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

Hope is a hill your dreams die on when you're wrong.

stasis
Feb 10

Feb 10 stasis

Michael Paramo
Vol 2 Iss 4, Visual, 2019

I would call it a piece about enclosure and removal, retention and emission, harmony and chaos – feelings I closely associate with attraction.

A Love Letter to Grey-Asexuality
Feb 10

Feb 10 A Love Letter to Grey-Asexuality

Calyssa Erb
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

Your attraction is cautious, wanting to know someone before it will come out of hiding.

Repulsion
Feb 10

Feb 10 Repulsion

Aria Pahari
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

I    feel off          knowing     romance / makes      people happy but             makes me   

Why do I ask if I’m gray-ace when I know I’m gray-ace
Feb 10

Feb 10 Why do I ask if I’m gray-ace when I know I’m gray-ace

Jason Gurevitch
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

It’s not that I’m against sex, or that I don’t even enjoy it / But it always feels like there’s something I’m missing

Untitled
Feb 10

Feb 10 Untitled

Hannah Trammell
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

When did I become a woman?

Untangling these feelings
Feb 10

Feb 10 Untangling these feelings

Bea
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

But, for me, physical comfort never meant sex.

Straight by Default
Feb 10

Feb 10 Straight by Default

Elizabeth
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

I envy people who understand attraction to the point where they don’t even have to think about it.

A Clockwork Orange
Feb 10

Feb 10 A Clockwork Orange

Paula Puolakka
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

Yet, to me, the attraction is not just about the mind, the heart, or the soul…

Her Crush
Feb 10

Feb 10 Her Crush

Paulina Gazda
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

And sex is not necessary, even if sexual fantasies are a part of her life.

I love you like a candle flickering on December 1st
Feb 10

Feb 10 I love you like a candle flickering on December 1st

Andrea Wold Johansen
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

I want to pour you thirteen cups of tea, / strawberry and cranberry, twirling, swirling, / like your eyebrows lifted when I said I didn’t want to have sex.

Mental Health and Brain-Scrambling Animal Magnetism
Feb 10

Feb 10 Mental Health and Brain-Scrambling Animal Magnetism

Cat Cotsell
Vol 2 Iss 4, Article, 2019

When we desire an emotional bond with someone we admire, it can be hard to accept that they don’t feel the same. But desire isn’t a license to guilt or push someone.

Thinking Attraction
Feb 10

Feb 10 Thinking Attraction

Ruth
Vol 2 Iss 4, Personal, 2019

I think my life would be better without the concept of ‘attraction’ constantly invading my thoughts. I overthink it, I see it everywhere. I can’t escape from it.

What Are The Steps?
Feb 10

Feb 10 What Are The Steps?

Madeline Wierzal
Vol 2 Iss 4, Poetry, 2019

All are secret dances / I do not know the steps to. / Some I regret not knowing / more than others.

Gravitational Pull
Feb 10

Feb 10 Gravitational Pull

Daniela Illing
Vol 2 Iss 4, Visual, 2019

It’s not sexual and goes beyond aesthetics but is nevertheless physical.

Vol. 2, Issue 4: Thinking Attraction
Feb 10

Feb 10 Vol. 2, Issue 4: Thinking Attraction

AZE Journal
Journal, 2019

The Asexual questions what is attraction as authors discuss its meaning and demonstrate its elasticity through their expressions.

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