Submit by June 3rd, 2023.
can’t do right by what I’m trying to say. / How can I explain Being, in this way?
accounting for my accolades: / romantic, aesthetic, / (yet to speak of asexual), / gathers
Vol. 5, Issue 4 of AZE is centered on the theme of Gay Asexuality/Aromanticism.
Acespec development infers growing without a qualifier: not growing sideways or growing into anything in particular, but just growing—directionless and aimless by societal standards perhaps, but growing still, in unexpected ways.
fortunately, this is rarely an issue with my gay friends since i'm clear about my boundaries. i do feel like an outcast at times, though.
So for now, I’ll walk that tightrope of compromise, walk, and fall and fall again until I have my footing.
This shows that amatonormativity is not only a concern of theorists, or of modern-day asexual and aromantic activists; instead, it has been a thread through gay liberation from the roots of the movement.
and although everyone else there says it’s fine, / i still insist that i haven’t quite gotten the color right.
But what if both perspectives meet somewhere in the middle? What if they weren’t straight, and what if they weren’t gay? What if they were homoromantic, even asexual?
I can finally say, I am much healthier and happier without her. From 2022 until some day, I have someone who understands the Asexual experience, and loves me.
Effeminate gays and masculine lesbians struggle through societal expectations onto them. They are unable to even satisfy internal desires of being nurturing versus providing, being homemakers versus breadwinners, in a constant conflict with their inner being.